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• sexual
• weird
• about love 
• about my life
• about me
• about food

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Somehow I managed to wake up this morning looking really cute.

Gotta love those moments when you find yourself adorable.

Seeing Titanic again tonight. And tomorrow night.

BOOYAAAAAA. Thrice in one week. Only 3 more to go before I meet my 1997 record. :)

Titanic is such an amazing movie.

It’s just as amazing as the day I first saw it.

The girls next to me at the fan preview event were around the age I was when I first saw it (12-13) and they had clearly never seen it before. That really added to the nostalgia of it all.

Because I was there once, and I remember it well. Watching them cover their faces for the entire movie, and groan when Cal hits Rose, and gasp every five seconds, and bawl their eyes out when Jack dies…

All the feels.

And I cried at the same points where I always cry. Because I’m still the little soft-hearted Allison I’ve always been, and always will be.

One more thing… I forgot how much feminism plays a part in the movie. I imagine that strong theme could be part of why I’m such a feminist myself, and why I find feministy men (like Jack) so gosh darn attractive, and sexist assholes (like Cal) so repulsive.

<3

:)

officialoffdutyninja said: Great Photo!!!

agnesloo said: i like this picture a lot :)

hannie-bananie said: Look how perfect gorgeous you look!

Awww. Thanks guys! You’re too sweet.

So I know you’re not my usual type…

but I find you highly intriguing.

G’night, lovelies. <3

I’ve had enough shenanigans for one night.

That awkward moment when you post “You’re looking particularly attractive this evening.” on Facebook…

… and the dude you have a thing for comments back on it.

It’s like he knows.

Have you been reading my Tumblr? HMM?

Do you ever realize that you’re starting to think that the men you find attractive are into you?

Because this has been happening to me lately. I find myself attracted to someone and he pays attention to me and jokes around with me or what have you, and I automatically think he’s got a crush on me.

But logically, I know he doesn’t. So I don’t know why I keep thinking he does.

But if he does, or even could, he should speak up, because I’d like to know.

And I would l like to start dating.

So… I’d like for a guy to like me.

So get cracking on that, dudes.

So I went to a free screening of Mirror Mirror…

…because a friend gave me tickets. But they wouldn’t let me in, because the theater was already full.

Thumbs down!!! Oh wells. Will see it this weekend instead. :)

Stuff

So you know that chest tightness/pressure thing I’ve been dealing with? That they put me on anti-depressant/anxiety meds for to see if that’d kick the problem?

It may be working, it turns out. I didn’t really pay attention, but I don’t think I felt the tightness/pressure at all today up until around 9:30/10pm when I was due to take my meds, because right then it kicked in and I definitely feel it now.

So maybe after a few more days it’ll go away for good? I hope?

Or maybe it was there all day and I just was busy with other things and didn’t notice. lol

Bodies are complicated.

Feeling really lonely and worthless today.

But I can see a duck outside by the pond.

And the fountain is peaceful.

And there’s a sunset.

So at least there’s that.